Thursday, January 12, 2006
1:13 AM
Damn it.. Even blogger is fucking up on me.
I've got tons of stuffs and finally broke down.
I don't understand why a relationship with a friend of several YEARS is still so fragile. It fuckingly haunts me back down on how we always quarrelled over MINOR THINGS. I'm only a girl.. only human. I will err and I am no perfect. If things happened the other way round, I swear I'll definitely get angry but at least listen to what the other party really have to say? It takes two hands to clap. Can't we compromise?
Fuck man. Maybe its just me. My damn character and dumb problems I create myself.
Once again, I am right about it. He finally told me that sentence which I really don't wanna hear or see. Maybe I shouldnt give a damn so much about it now. Whats the point of "leaving it up to fate"? It takes two hands to clap. Clapping with one hand for too long will get tiring.
I probably should really give myself a chance and others a chance as well. I'll probably be happier that way. Maybe.
Msn Nick: yukik0 say: she is damn fucked up. fucking character and everything u dislike.
Personal Msg: rot and die.. be lost forever. only at times like that u see who really care.
a lonely soul
with a shattered heart
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